At first, thank you very much for everyone who cheers me up.
I can't reply all of you, cos I'm still bit emotional, but your comments really help me a lot.

Some of you are lost your loving pet recently like me.
Some of you remeber your pet had gone while a ago, and still love them so much. Some of you have pet now, and predict the day will come in the future. Some of you are not my closed friend, just see my art, but gave me so kind words.
Everybody's feeling that lost loving one is the same, no matter where we live.
There are friends who showed me link of nice video, they were so nice. The once about the place under raibow bridge made me so cry, I cried like until my eye couldn't open. But it gave me feeling that I'll meet my pet one day there.
The another one was Japanese song with cute animation, it reminds me Kota and my sis a lot, especially the dog in the animation is the same kind of my dog. I showed the link to my sis, she really loved it.

So thank you very much for everyone. I'm still sad, but finally I can talk about Kota without tear to my friends now.

My sis says her sprit is near by me, and waiting to go home together. I feel it, too. This is because I really wanted to eat medium rare stake last night suddenly, and it was her recent favourite food. Maybe she made me to eat it. XD
I bought a can of Australian dog food, I'll put it beside her ash. She never tried foreign dog food, she might be suprised how it tastes.

I need to leave my unit now, I'm talk to Kota.
'Come, let's go home together.' ^.^

I haven't been home for 7 years, it's good family unit.
I bought many Easter chocolate to them.
I may add a journal from Japan. It's 2C there, while Brisbane is 33C! I'm gonna shiver!